Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Moving Forward

Ok so I got back on track with working out and getting myself back to my "normal" stuff. I have to admit it feels pretty darn good too. I still have my "good days and bad days" from the miscarriage stuff. I mean lets face it, it really does feel like someone rips your heart right out. Anyway it's time to move forward and get back to being me again. I'm still sad, still feel the loss, but I need to change my focus. Not saying forget or supress anything, but shift my focus to positivity. I'm a big believer in "The Secret" and the law of attraction. The process of "Thoughts become Things." I need to get back to that mindset again. If you harp on the negative and always feel down, then that's what's going to happen. Of course sometimes no matter what you just have a crappy day, though (lets be real) ;) I made my vision board a while ago which is a part of believing in The Secret, and I have to say almost all things on that board have happened now, or come into my life. That should tell me something :)

So here's to moving forward and thinking positive again. Things will happen again I know it. In the mean time, It's all about working out, focusing, and working on the everlasting goal of increase in FEV1! Here's to staying healthy and being grateful for the wonderful things and people I have in my life that make me who I am.