And the blah-ness continues

Blah-ness is in full effect today, and not by choice either. The day at work today just had the same feel as yesterday. We all still feel the effects of our patients code yesterday. Today's report says she's not doing too well either. :( It's hard to shake a feeling like this and some people just don't understand. Lets face it, most jobs don't require life or death training. I don't care how long I've been a nurse (6 years to be exact) codes never ever get easier...I guess because we are human and we care so much. Some people can just leave work at work. I'm not one of those people. I've worked with the same group of people for almost 5 years now, and we are like family. Whether it's something that goes wrong, when someone is sick, when someone hurts, we all do.

So tonight I'm by myself. Scott is playing cards like he does on Wednesdays with the guys. I'm happy that he does that, it's nice for him and I know he really enjoys it. My mom and dad steamed up some lovely Maryland crabs and offered me some so that's dinner tonight. My absolute favorite too! Nothing like crabs and beer :) I'm really trying to shake this blah feeling, but it's easier said than done. Sometimes I find that going for a ride and listening to good music is very therapeutic. That may be in store of tonight. Me, the pups in the Xterra, rocking out to my favorite group "The Cure"

Sounds like a plan to me!

Here's to a chill night with Elektra and Hooper :) Thank goodness they are used to my crazy loud music ;) It's ok they love The Cure too. Oh and they always cheer me up :)